I'm so happy that exams's over!! and i've enjoyed myself these few daes.. I'm so sad now.. haiz~ Yesterdae i enjoyed myself alot.. I went to east coast park with my teacher and friends because of this champion workshop to prepare us for next yr SYF.. I learned to play kayaking, fencing, beach volleyball and ROLLER BLADING.. Roller blading is the sports i enjoyed most yesterdae! its was e first time i learn roller blading, now my backside so pain, coz i kept falling down.. Yup! This stupid guy juz now told me something which makes me so sad n angry.. He is an idiot, a big fat liar! haiz, i hate him!! I will be getting my results back.. I'm so scare, so afraid to see my results.. haiz, i dunno wad to do.. Bringing marie to my church on sundae, reali excited coz beri long nvr go le.. i miss all my friendz there, Geez..

Not in a good mood.. Feeling sad dont know coz of what reason.. Have been feeling scare, nvr go church for e past few dunno how many weeks alr.. Its gives me the feeling that i don belong there anymore.. Like what Davin said, hope that i'm not at the stage where i will give up on believing and to stop going to church.. Sad! There's a big bruise on my leg, its so painful.. E first time i felt so painful, its coz of my cca (dance).. Sianz, todae i cried in skool coz of my stupid home tutor whom i hate a lot.. Common test dunno how to do, afraid that i'll fail.. Have been very unlucky recently, lost $70 ytd then e mail and gunbound got hacked coz of my brother's fault.. I can't even sign into my msn coz of the stupid hacker changing my password.. Sigh~ I dont know what the world is going on and dont have e feeling of staying here anymore.. =( Think i'll end here todae.. I'm sorry lord! -God bless-

Wow, it's been a long time since i wrote this.  Hehe, it reali change alot le wor.. Erm.. has been feeling quite moody now adaes. But it seems to be improving alot le.. Yup, Its late, i'm gonna sleep soon.. OU DE YANG's songs so nice!! Love it, now listening to it =).. Tmr having CCA (dance) again.. Sian~ Legs gonna be painful/hurt again. WAHAHA =X. Tmr the st john oso very ke lian coz got to march alot! Agnes and Stacy, GO FOR IT! Yeah~ Hehe, dont give up on things so easily wor.. This is a nice web, u can go in..

www.theinterviewwithgod.com <--- the interview with god
www.pathways-to-peace.com   <---  pathways to peace

Its teachs us alot of thingy, go to the presentation then view it.. =) gotta sleep le.. nite nite everyone.. Muackz!!

Yoyoyo~ hehe.. FINALLY reached home le. Was so tired after 2 and the half hours of dancing. Leg so painful sia, sOb SoB~ ='( COz of the new shoe n the kneeling down during dance lor.. Anywae, the dance is kinda fun.. But 'Stella' was sick.. Hope that she'll be fine soon.. Yesterdae i was feeling so bad, feel like vomiting, having headache and very tired.. Dunno what happen to me, haha.. Hope dat thursdae's morning rains, lOls =x Coz, for the past 2 weeks, during our P.E. lesson, it was raining. If it's raining again, it will sure be very funny. Haha.. Anyway, everyone take care ;)

Have been crying e whole afternoon yesterdae n the dae before that night.. Haiz~ No one is really by my side comforting me, im feeling reali sad. I just cant control myself.

That day it was kind of late, he knew i was alone and was worried about me. So he came to look for me, just wanting to send me home. He fell on the way to meet me but he doesnt care and picked up his bicycle in no hesitation, without letting me waiting. He was with his two friends, Matthias and Jun wei. When he reached Pasir Ris interchange, he called me and asked me where am i. I was sitting down in an area where there is lesser people, and was blocked by this pillar coz i dont anyone to see me (feeling reali sad that time). So when i was walking towards him, i hid but Jun wei saw. He came towards me after that and told his friends, saying: "Don't tell what has happen ar!" After, his friends went off coz they said that they doesnt want to disturb us. When i looked at him, i saw that his chin and hand was injured and so i checked out his keen(it was injured too, bleeding). And so i knew what has happened but not comfirm about it coz he doesnt want to tell me what happened to him. When i saw that injury, i cried out straight away.. And so, he walked me home. My mum called me after and asked me to go home. Yup, i was on the way home but i lied to her i was in the interchange as i'm not far away from the interchange(alr cross one road). In a very angry manner, she told me to get a taxi home(so i cried even more, horrible!). She did called me before that and i was with 'Agnes' at Tampines' Long john silver. She asked me when will i be home n i said after i've finished my food. I was happy for a moment when i'm in long john coz i saw my Primary skool fren, Faiqah. She and her groups of friends was very nice to me when in primary skool so i like them alot. Too bad i can't get her number from her coz she's working. Haiz~

Just, there is alot of things happening. And i doesnt know what to do about it. I didnt go to church nor my aunt's shop today. I have alot of homework to deal with and i'm feeling so cold everytime. Even though its a hot sunny dae, haiz..

Dear heavenly father, please forgive me for the wrong things that i've done, please guide me along my way and teach me the right thing to do. I'm sorry Lord. Please blessed everyone and make them healthy as the weather these few days wasn't really good. Thank you for everything that You've given to everyone and me as well. In Jesus name, i pray. Amen

So take care guys. Smile always! 11th july 2004, 1:17PM Sunday

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Haiz, have not been in a good mood recently.. Yesterdae i went out with my best friend 'Stacy'.. It was real fun being with her, we laugh all the way.. Went shopping n stuff, walk the whole afternoon (dead beat).. Haha~ On thursdae, all the sec 3 class was having entrepreneurship.. Haha, it was so fun, our class sells brownie n stuff.. I didnt get to taste that brownie.. Hahaaaaaaa, but i heard lots of people sae its was very nice.. It was brought to skool by fahana.. Haiyo, have loads of homework coming in since skool reopen.. It's juz the first week of skool leh.. Just cant take it lah.. haha, nvm lor.. well, everyone take care wor.. Actuali no one knows about my blog here coz i didnt tell anyone.. reali hope that someone will understand how i feel one dae. ^-^